So..Taylor called me this morning from jail, I answered it and the recording said I had a call from a inmate Taylor Waggoner.
I answered it and he was nice about everything an told me he was okay and he wasn’t mad then I lost service. I don’t know why out of all people he’d call me but I guess it’s because he’s in jail in my county and because he knows that im such a pushover sometimes and I’m his best way out. I don’t even know how this happened, it all just seems so crazy. The two men i picked to be in Noah’s life have both just been fucked up. Taylor’s in and out and Noah got to watch him be arrested and Chris walked out and back when all that happened Noah got to see his mom fall apart. I feel fine now though I guess we’ll just see what happens with all of this, maybe he’ll straighten up.
reasons to date me:
-i can pick stuff up with my feet sometimes
-ive never killed a man (yet)
-i once got 95% on guitar hero
-you can play with my hair
-im cheaper than a puppy
Tonight I feel a little better. I’ve closed so many chapters of my life today and I’m burning bridges. I may try to bail Taylor out of jail but then I’m stepping back and I’m not helping him anymore. I’m never talking to Chris again, I won’t contact him and if he even had the balls to contact me? I’d either ignore him or he’d get to find out exactly what I think of him. I’m blessed with so many things there’s no use not giving them my full appreciation instead of wasting my life on people who don’t deserve a second of my time. Goodnight!
I just wanted Taylor and Noah to have a relationship..like Taylor’s a shitty shitty person and that will never change but knowing I’m the reason he’s in jail? It makes me feel low..if it could’ve been over child support or something then I’d be ok but it was MY fault. I can’t stop crying, how did this even happen??????